Astigmatism

Lacrimal intervention
     carthatic and divine intervention
to this
b l u r r e d  v i s i o n,

    I can see all
undivided and irrefutable
beau ty
he re, th is p lace
i am in love.

My bokeh is my bible
exclusively informing
  the lens with which I magnify
    that I film
      that an underlying ambiguity
renders its subjects
b r e a t h t a k i n g,

and I am focused
dearly, ardently, evidently
beyond this picture
   despite my hyperactive incredulity
thus I must beg

      Forgiveness


for any lack of undivided and irrefutable
  attention to you my dear
   you're always to be my dilation point
     and this shall not prevent me
from blessing the sight of you
every
day
every
night

this  d i f f i c u l t  fight
for communal comprehension
  both weeps and bleeds
     smiles and hisses
me to sleep

tonight
in the dark.